Monday, October 29, 2007

In Their Eyes..

We were in the middle of exams and studying for Arabic test when Nadia objected that I keep interrupting her thoughts and she asked for a break. Well, I was ready to kill her so I figured we both need a break. I went on to clean the kitchen and fix some food and she went to here room and when she came back said mom read this, what do you think? I felt so bad that I was so frustrated with her that she did not want to study. But this is what she wrote:

"In their eyes"
I see fear in their eyes but love in their hearts
I see pain in their hearts but love in their soul
I see courage in their eyes and they still move on!

By Nadia Akhtarkavari Ru
Dedicated to the Baha'is in Iran

The reason we were rushing extra to study is because the mom’s had planned for one of the friends here that her husband was martyrdom in Iran to give a talk to the kids about her and her husbands story that night. A combination of getting ready for the talk and the fact that she read Olya’s story last month give her a good understanding of the situation. We managed to finish what ever we could do that day for studying and we went to the talk it was so amazing. http://info.bahai.org/article-1-8-3-15.html I had met the speaker several times before but had no idea of what she and her family had gone through the courage and the love for the faith and the strength she had is writing in her face. This is her picture with the kids:



Couple of weeks ago my Uncle (Amo) my fathers brother passed away in Iran. I remember him when we went to Iran as a child. The most beautiful memories running around with my cousins and being loved by my uncles and grandparents. Thinking of him in the Abha Kingdom with my father sitting together looking down at us I know they are in a better place. On the other hand Thinking of his family and wife makes my heart ache. I also can’t stop thinking of who he left behind and how hard it must be for them being Baha’is and living in Iran at this age and losing a father. So hard to try to make sense out of all of these things. But reading the ending of Nadia’s poem “they still move on” made me realize how we have no choice but to move on and like Abdul’Baha said to one of the believers “Little by little day by day” that is how things been with us. My thoughts my love and my prayers continue to be with my uncle’s family and all other belivers in Iran who seems so far away yet so close.

6 Comments:

At Tuesday, October 30, 2007 at 6:06:00 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Moon,

Really miss the girls. Bayan keeps asking if Nadia and Yasmeen are coming to his birthday.
In different ways people suffer, and that is the test that hopefully make us stonger. Unless there is justice in the world the suffering will continue. Please pray for justice in the world.

Love,
Susan

 
At Friday, November 2, 2007 at 4:40:00 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello May.

I tried to email you directly, but my email bounced.

I then tried to enter it here, but did not see it entered. Does it take a day for comments to be added to the blog?

Kermit < kermit@polaris.net >

 
At Friday, November 2, 2007 at 4:51:00 AM PDT, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm trying a third time to leave my comment about Nadia's poem.

Hello May!!
I'm feel very glad to hear from you.


I'm impressed by

"In their eyes"
I see fear in their eyes but love in their hearts
I see pain in their hearts but love in their soul
I see courage in their eyes and they still move on!

By Nadia Akhtarkavari Ru
Dedicated to the Baha'is in Iran


It accords with my own thoughts I had recently.


I talked with my daughter last week on the phone. She explained the
difficulties she's had with her husband.

I won't talk about those difficulties, but do wish to comment on my
follow up thoughts and how they relate to
Nadia's poem.

My daughter, perhaps like the majority of people, tries to understand
and mentally record the character of her husband,
and of other people she knows.

I myself do not seek to understand the character of other people
because,
(1) I believe that NONE of the words that people use to describe other
people's character are valid.
(2) I can guess at what another person is thinking by my thinking the
same thing were I in their position.
This is the only way in which I may understand another person.

 
At Thursday, November 8, 2007 at 3:36:00 AM PST, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Great Poem Nadia. Much better than my attempts of writing. Not worth 1/2 a dollar.

ALways on our minds and in ou hearts.

Love

CW & PC

 
At Sunday, November 11, 2007 at 12:12:00 AM PST, Blogger Nesreen Akhtarkhavari said...

Dear Nadia,

We are so proud of you and Yasmina. The poem is great, and one day, maybe you can have a whole book of poems that will express what you feel and help people understand who we are and how we think as Bahais.

The stories of the Bahais in Iran are stories of courage and sacrifice to make this world a better place. It is also my story and your story. Our Baha�i relatives and friends in Iran are the brave souls who through their sacrifice and steadfastness are showing the world that the message of peace and love is worth their pain and suffering. Hopefully ya Nadia, one day the world will be a better place because of that!

I am glad that you are having a chance to meet some of these brave souls in person, and I am not surprised that your kind and tender heart is touched. Please keep writing. Maybe you will also write something in Arabic soon!

With all my love,

Your Khaleh ~Nesreen

 
At Thursday, November 15, 2007 at 7:00:00 PM PST, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi May I miss you all a lot and Nadias poem is beautiful. Hopefully we will get to see you soon, send my love to everyone.

Daniel

 

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